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[09 Feb 2004|07:03pm] |
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indescribable |
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am I alone in here? knew you were here sister confirmed suspicions and beside the note you left on my bed where I held you close did you think I'd forget? couldn't be more of a mess for to breathe used to be another way I'd take you in well it's time to wake up and separate feelings that I keep falling into each seem like good reasons and I feel a break down I don't care if it shows up I'm praying this for you, until it's answered I'll say now it seems there's a choice that began with a break so today, know that never again will I know you that way well it's time to wake up and separate feelings that I keep falling into each seem like good reasons and I feel a break down I don't care if it shows up I'm praying this for you until it's answered I'll say am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here? am I alone in here?
AM I ALONE IN HERE?
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| not so simple |
[08 Feb 2004|10:07pm] |
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because it wasn't just a kiss
and I'm ashamed of it I want to forget
that's why.
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| who would? |
[15 Jan 2004|01:49pm] |
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mood |
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frustrated |
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music |
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Smashing Pumpkins - "The Everlasting Gaze" |
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what am I even doing here? why does this exist at all?
but then again, who are you to tell me what to do? how to do it? ehh
I think it's time to try and get passed it. Start over. Fresh.
anyway...walking down this city street with the dangerous wind in my face is a nice cold reminder of how things were. who cares? surely not me.
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| no it wasn't drool |
[11 Jan 2004|03:09am] |
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mood |
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nostalgic |
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music |
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Mahumodo - "Her Paradise" |
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it isn't what it should be but it is what it is.
I don't think she really understands or knows how much she means to me and how much I need her.
can nothing ever be SOLID? can nothing ever be STILL? and to think, this will be the first of many mindfucks.
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| a new start |
[03 Jan 2004|05:07pm] |
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mood |
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bored |
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music |
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Björk - "Unison" |
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this is a test.
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